10.4.08

So its been decided.
That I am going to start writting in this again.

I just have so much fun looking back and rereading old post..

wanna a good laugh :

www.xanga.com/jetaime263

haha goshhh who would of thought it was reallyy 3 years ago...

i miss those days <3333.


uhmm ao yeah.

maybe ill make this my home page??!

Blog N.

so this is blog n for nothing. or for...nuts. idk. whatever. i guess i have a lot to talk about cause i've been a bad girl lately about updating this. ok. so where do i start. uhm. well, these past weeks have been crazy. uhm. i went to cape mayz with mark on monday/tuesday. uhm. wednesday thursday friday saturday. haha yeah. its been the same old same old. going to the beach everyday. thought i was going to washington this weekend to see victoria. but you know, mme. bartley... and so that didnt work out. now she says that victoria can come up here for a long weekend but i dont know if i can reallyyyy see that happen. goshh what is it with these french teachers! plus i have to go home in like 2-3 weeks. =/. but thats ok because i really miss everyone. way to much. i mean, i love it here. the beach. i learned these past weeks that home is where the heart is. and my heart is at the beach. cause when im at the beach, idk. i just feel safe and like nothing can do wrong. but i miss my friends. i havent seen victoria all summer. litterally, since well, uhm....that day. we went to the olive gardern. and i left my phone. and we went to the mall. playdough! and her sister with her little petshop pets. and then it rained. i was outside her house. and she walked me to the car with the umbrella and we hugged and we both cried.... it was depressing. it reminded me of the parent trap...espceically with the rain. well, that was the day before she left for japan. like omgoshh... june? ... june 10th! ahh yeahhh its been. wow. its almost been two months. and dankia.. i saw her that monday before i left. once again, olive gardern. and that was .. uhmmm...june 23rd?!?!. yeahh once again, almost a month!...not cool! so i really miss everyonee a lot. a lot alot. but as soon as i get home, im having an out of this world pool party....=p. cant wait for school to start though. aww summer is almost over. one month minus a day. so what else. im going to see kelsea and brandonbear tomorrow which i am so freakin' excited about. cause i havent seen kelsea since march. and brandonbear since...well really since october... so im like ubber excited. we are going to the beach and then down town...ahhh yeah. omgggoshhh this summer has been amazing <3333333

Blog M.

Blog M for... mad crazy.

ok so its tuesday and its been like a week since i've done this..

but thats ok becasue now that im here in sea isle..

i have acess to a computer and ill be able to post a whole lot more.

hehe. so anyways. this week has been crazy. lets see.

i went to the beach. saw fireworks. kaiti turned 16. happy birthday america. omg i saw wall-e and it was the most awesome movie ever. and now im here, helping get the house ready for the summer and stuff...and i guess i see that kid, i like to call my brother today... who i havent seen for almost three weeks now. yay? hahaha its raining right now. but this summer has been amazing...like i havent had one day of boredom yet. its either been the beach or babysitting or idk...but its always something. no need for lazy days.

Blog L.

Ah! sorry its been so long. not that anyone really cares and or read this. but whatever. its for the fun of it. so i guess this is blog l for libary. because thats right everyone, rachel is in a libary.... haha yeah. im here in new jersey and omg. do i miss everyone. so anyways. i guess i should start way back on .. ugh. monday. well, last monday.. one week ago. dankia and courtney and i went to see Kund Fu Panda.. and then we went to the olive gardern. and wow. it was amazing. hahha. anyways.... we stole knife. left the waiter a note to call courtney...but forgot to leave her number and then i left my cerdit card there and the waiter came out and yeah. good times. good times. uh. shammmboshhhh... hahah anyways. so yeah. wednesday then i flew down here and yeah airports are airports...need i say more?!?!?... haha anyyways. yeah. i sat next to some super tourtist on the plane... yeah. they were show bes. anyways. thursday.. my love victoria came home from japan and i got to talk to her and yeah that was amazing because i missed her so very much. anyways. i went to the beach and got like superrrr burnt but yeah now, thats the jersey way of life. hahhaha. anyways. then my mommy sold the house and now she is buying a new one in rwo weeks and omg my room is going to my amazing. ok so go to mcmapmaps.com and search paris and yeah. mixt that with some pink on the other walls and all my awesome stuff and then YEAH! .. hahah amazingness. Friday i went to marks and we were going to go to the pool.. but anyways we went for lunch n then it hailed. like massaive hail and that was the 1st time i ever seen hail. and yeah. it was wild. it only lasted for ten minutes but it was cool. and mme. kustra ate it and yeah.. hail. anyways. then we watched the valet, which means ive watched that moive... yes, 6 times within the past week. hahah yayyy. anyways. then we went out and go stuck in another hail storm and yes, i walked through a hail strom.. it was scary but yet amazing. uhh saturday we went to the pool, again.. no hail and i got like way way way way wayyyyy burt. then mark and i went out to dinner and this awesome italian restraunt and it was fun. we matched because i bought a dress and we wanted to "relive prom" haha anwayys. yay. and then we watched hairsrpay and once again....rachel has added another hairsparay fan to her list. which brings me to sunday. sunday, kaiti came and got me and my aunt.. trew a fight.. which is nothing new idk. and i left my purse there so now im pissed and yeah... i dont want to talk aboit it cause you know, i try to keep the feelings happy here. anyways. we watched moulin rouge and lauren, georgeann, kaiti and i slept over. which now that i reread that donest make sense...anyways. yeah. now luaren and kaiti and i are at the llibary and im suck reading harry potter...yeahhh dont ask.







so basically, in case you didnt want to read all that
ITS A CRAZY LIFE HERE IN CAPE MAY
<33333.
missin' you everyone =p

Blog K.

Blog K = Little K? ....haha loser.
ok so anyways, im sorry i havent been on...
but what can i say, its been crazy...
packing..going to the shore in 5 days...
cant wait.
anyways, new song.
missing you victoria..
you need to get back over to the USA...
japan.. ur going to have to live without her
cause i miss her...
very much so. love ya
rachel <3

Blog J. 8.50

I didn't really personally know matt. But i was one of his class mates last year at tech...and I know a lot of my friends are having a very hard time right now...because they were close with him... i do remember matt....and he was a good Christan person...and he was always funny and kind. what happened the other day, was scary. and it was lack of responsible on that drivers part...but i just have to say to all my friends who were close to matt...he is in a better place right now...and he is with god...as i know, thats were he wants to be... he's safe now....and im sure he will be looking down on all of his friends forever...

rip: matt



And what this makes me reliaze..is that i am lucky to have what i have. and i am lucky for the friends that i have. because, this time it was matt...and it was a person and he was important and he was someones friend..he was one of my friends friends....and what if he was my best friend...then it would be different. cause i couldn't image life without one of my friends...so i know i dont always say it..but i love you guys and my friends are amazing and i could never live without you.... because if you think about how fast a person can come and ago...how they could be sitting behind you in class or laughing with you on the phone and then the next moment be gone forever....its scary....and so i just want to say THANK YOU to all my friends...because one day you may be gone (knock on wood) and it'll be too late to tell you what you ment to me...




Here is the story:


DENNISVILLE — A 16-year-old tenth grader at the county Technical High School died at 3:41 a.m. on June 10 at Cooper University Hospital, Camden after being struck June 9 at 6:09 p.m. while riding his moped on Route 83.


Matthew Tozer was a carpentry student at Cape May County Technical High School, according to a school official.


According to State Police, they were summoned to the scene of a two-vehicle crash at milepost 1.2 on Route 83.


They found a Chevrolet Malibu, driven by Charles A. Nailie, 62, of Court House, was westbound on the highway when a gray and black Tomas moped, operated by the teen, was eastbound.



Nailie "failed to maintain the vehicle's position in the westbound lane or travel, and crossed into the eastbound lane of travel," according to a State Police release.


The front of the Malibu hit the front of the moped, and its operator was thrown off the cycle.

The Chevrolet continued westbound until it stopped adjacent to the eastbound shoulder.


Belleplain Emergency Medical Service and Dennis Volunteer Fire Company responded to the scene.

Nailie was transported to Cape Regional Medical Center for evaluation.


The teen was flown to AtlantiCare Regional Medical Center City Division, and later transported to Cooper University Hospital in critical condition. It is where he died.


Nailie was arrested for driving under the influence and charged with aggravated assault by auto, driving while intoxicated and related vehicle offenses. He was remanded to county jail in lieu of $100,000 bail.


Trooper R. Lynch and the N.J. State Police Fatal Accident Investigation Unit conducted the investigation.

Blog J.

Blog J for..just another boring day...so anyways. day was once again super boring. did nothing. its raining now...so i guess that run isn't going to happen..uhmm. yeah. idk...its been kinda of a boring day. matt tozer, from tech...was killed last night..so everyone is down..which is ok. i mean... he was reallyyy nice...and i remember i used to kinda like him... so yeah....been talking to kaiti and stuff about that. comfort... anyways. thats about it. BORING... rachel <3.

Blog I.

I guess this is Blog I for.. IDK! hahaha. so today was boring. I forget what I wrote yesterday.. but I am pertty sure I told you about yesterdays party...so today, i sleept in for like ever and then idk..watching tv and thats about it. i straightened my hair and did some packing. boringness. ...gosh, i am so freakin bored already and victoria and dankia havent even left me yet..ahhh! what am i going to do with the next two weeks of my sad pointless life?!?!!..ahh. i need the shore..NOW!!! rachel <3.

Blog H.

Blog H for helppp!!!. ok. so last night the show was pretty good. i actually did better then I thought and today I did ok too. so after the show last night dankia and victoria and i went to applebees for a while and it was fun. i was sooo dead though. and then today, the show was good...it was really empty though, compared to last nights full house...but i need ok. and then i went to dankias party and that was funn...we played truth or dare and yeahh. and then we left and went to eriks party...but when we got there it was like all of eriks other friends...cheerleaders, softball players, and such...all those people i cant stand. so after victoria and i tried to mingle and talk...we convinced her mom that we should leave...ughhh. it was such a waste... uhhhh, hence the HELPPPP!!!. it was crazy...but whatever. and then i came home and now im doing some mega packing...its craziness right now. lol. soo yeahh...ill have lots of time to blog details tomorrow...rachel <3.

Blog G. 1.30

Blog G for...greatness. hahaha. so last night was insane! ... ok. so dress reherseal sucked and I left earlier because I was getting pissed and it was taking forever...and oh yeah, i had a party to atend. so anyways....the party. it was a lot of fun. cole and kassy and erik and dankia were there and then lia and andrew came after me. ...thomas and his little friend started trowing water bollons at us...and erik pushed mme. bartley in the pool...it was crazyyyy. yeah. fun times. fun times. hahaha. so yeah.. it was amazing... im kinda confussed on erik though. he keept like hugging me and stuff and being very flittery..and then today i say him in target and he hugged me and stuff. mad werid....ughhh its whatever though.. ohhh and then my dance rital is tonight...ugh. and then sunday i think im going to dankias party and then erik is having a party...funnnn... so yeah... well, i just got back from walmart...yeah i know. dont remind me. and so i got my lugage for this summer...but i have to pack my room...so yeah... ttyl rachel <3.

Blog F. 1.50

omggg...so its SUMMER! ahhh i am sooo excited. wow. so i guess this means that i am officially a junior .. haha so awesome. anyways. school was ok. nothing new...uhmm french exam was mad hard but history was super easy. danina talcked me today for a free book at the libary..cause it was french...it was crazyyy and then we sat in the cloest for like an hour and thought about last names...crazyness. .hahahaha yeahhh i dont what else. dress reherseal and then victoria's party...hahaa IM SO EXCITED! hahaha. sooo toda is Blog F for FINALLY SUMER...hahaha rachel<3.

Blog E. 11.07

ah. so tried. anyways. i just got back from the studio.. i had to go in and get my pictures taken in my costumes and stuff...typically. anyways...we were running late and maria called like a million times cause we were late... i hate directors that get all uptight right before shows... but what else is new! lol. and then i got a cake for the party tomorrow and finished putting my french binder together for the year...and yeah, i got a lot of packing done...and thats about all. i am soo freakin' excited for tomorrow.. i thought hard about wearing my tacky day outfit/costume ... but i decided not to. just because i didnt feel like explaining lol...anyways. thats about it.... summer is going to be amazing..im sure of it.. nightssss rachel <3.

pshh...thats my tap costume... its wayyy red. my ballet dress is wayyy prettier... haha

Blog E. 1.01

One more day! So I went to school today and took my exams for science and math...and then came home. yay. lol. uhm. science was ok.. i dont know how well i did. and then math was just easy. and then we sat around and talked cause they gave us two hour periods for exams that take freakin' 30 mins...so yeah. we finished watching back to the future...hahaha. love that old guy...uhm and then idk. victoria's brought my home and here i am. i think i am going to start packing some boxes...cause omg. its almost summer! ahhhhh...i am sooo freakin' excited!!!!!!! can't wait for tomorrow...well i can but still. i have to study mad hard for this freakin' french exam and well i been studying history and i know it all...so theres nothing more to study...and then well, i have dress rehersel with is going to SUCK big time...and then victoria's party which is going to be awesome even if i am going to miss like half of it...but it gets better...it will official be SUMMER! ahhhhh. so today...is blog e for end...as in the end of the summer year...hahahaha i am so weird...anyways.. maybe ill come back tonight. love ya rachel <.

Blog D. 8.48

Well. the title for this blog is ironic today. So school was ok. I offical pulled out of the french trip...and then of course, erik started telling everyone that it was because i didnt have the money to pay for it..which soooo pissed me off. i mean, dont get me wrong, i feel bad that its canceled now...but it just wasn't worth it. selfishness. anyways. i had dance today. AH! so anyways. i had practice early for ballet because our recital is this weekend. and we got our customs...and they look sooo pretty...that is on everyone else but me. mine makes me look pregnant. and then we had tap...which was fine. EXCPET OMG MY CUSTOM!. its not really tooo small but omg. it makes me look so freakin' fat....and everyone else's look fine..but mine just makes me feel gross and stuff. so i guess i am going to have to do some major working out before saturday. anyways and then we had ballet....and well, victoria's party is on friday and it starts an 1 hour before dress reherseal is over. so i thought i could leave like 30 mins early.. i mean I BEEN TO EVERY CLASS. i missed like once... i think. so anyways. maria FREAKED out on my when i told her...cause we still have to learn the final number.. so i am going to miss like half of the party and i feel soooo bad cause victora's doesnt even wanna have the party...so im kinda having to take over the whole thing for her... AND THEN we need tights for the show..and i dont have the right kind...so i said something about just getting the cheap ones at CVS...well she freaked. so idk. I HATE IT... I am soooo fed up with this dancing stuff.... i mean, what is this all for? so i can make myself look like an idiot on stage cause i am not as good as everyone else...cause everyone else looks better and because i get confused easily when they change it every five seconds... so i feelt even more like an idiot because i came home crying and i never cry...or at least not in front of other people or my family...not bad tears. so yeahhh... i am a mess. my day was a mess. and ahhhh.... so yeah. blog d. is a good tittle. because d is for dont dance people..dont. i thought i loved it... but this isnt it....its just not for me...anyways. science final tomorrow...plus i need to call someone cause i need to vent on someone...love ya Rachel <3.

Blog C. 9.24

OMG! I just got home... So I had to go to Victoria's today after school, so we could work on our French project...you know the one that's due to tomorrow...that we had like a month now to do..of course! Anyways, we had all our information but we needed to put it together and make a scrap book. So we waited after school till like 3, so some chick could take her french final...and so we started our project around 430. well, we didnt have any pictures and no planning. and go figure her printer was out of ink...so anyways. we been working on our project NO STOP till 8 30 when we finshed! or at least...we thought we finshed... until her mom just told her we forgot like half of it...uhhh. so anyways...its been crazy. school was ok. i went to gudience today...what a brave move...to get my french 4 removed and changed...that didn't work out...WHAT SO EVER! so now, i have to just stay with the "independent study" until spring term next year and then once some losers drop out...the spanish 2 will be open. yayz. soo yeah. ohh and then the french trip with erik and dylan and april and candannce...AHH!!!!!!!!!!! trying to avoid that happened. i mean i wanna go to paris <3. but i know that if i have to go with them it will just tottally ruin the experience...so yeah. idk. what else is new. dankias having a party sunday...go figure the same time as my dance show....and uhhh thats about it. longggg day. but thats ok. CAUSE IT WAS THE LAST FULL DAY OF SCHOOL!! WOOT! WOOT!...i am so excited for the summer. cant wait...seriously!!! AHHHHHH!!! going crazyly nuts over here...lol love ya Rachel <3.

Blog B. 3.56 p.m.

hello. so today was pretty crazy. as usually. school was fine. we basically just got the material for our finals in all my classes. yucky. but, i am so happy its the end of the year. its so weird though... i cant get over how fast it went. i am going to be a junior next year..upper classman. it was just last year i was a freshman. its so weird how fast it goes. so yeah. nothing too excited. dankia's having a birthday party on sunday...so that means this weekend is going to be CRAZY. dance shows and then victorias party and now dankia's party...yay. i am excited! ohh. and then erik. april. and dylan signed up for the french trip today...so it might be possible now. except, no one wants to go if its just victoria, me, and them...cause i mean. dylan and erik....oh gosh. so yeah...idk. and thats about it. i am going to go study for my finals. cause this science and french are crazy...and i really wanna do well in history..for so odd reason. lol. peace out girl scout. rachel <3.

Blog A - 9.54 pm

So its like almost 10. And I am sitting here. BORED.
why am I bored you ask?
well, I am trying to do these stupid french worksheets.
Its a little crazy. 10 pages a packet.and i have two packets to do.
its not that i can't do them..it's just that the directions are in french
i like my directions in english hahaha.
so i am trying to translate the directions
not to mention, i am so freakin' brain dead...
I went to the beach with victoria this weekend.
and it was sooo much freakin' fun. we made videos. drank dracatoris *virgin...duh**
went to the beach. shopping. and spend like all day saturday in some sort of water.
hehee. it was a blast. and then i came home and feel asleep.
which was a stupid move. cause now i have to do this stupid packets.
not to mention.. our french project is due wednesday..
but why would we work on it when this weekend? we had to much fun instead hahaha
and now i am babbling cause i dont want to do this paper...
hehe. red. yellow. green. blue. blanc. noir. gris.
hahah wow that was sad. i didnt even mean to go into french.
i worry about myself sometimes...
alright now its 9 58 so i am going to stop.
love ya. night night <3333.>

Blog A.

That perfect someone, doesn't seem to exist.
I can't understand high school dating.
But sometimes, I really wish I did.
Edward!?! Where are you???

Frenchie. My dream is to go to Paris. I been to France before.
But I've never got the chance to stand breathless in Paris.
I've tried many times to go there before.
But as of now...its still a dream.

American. I can't live without my cell phone. texting = love.
my ipod. music defines life. and my makeup and hair straightener.
i need some help in the mornings to look and feel beautful.

Important: I grew up in the heart of south jersey. Sea Isle City <3.>
I am a beach girl. And it makes a large part of me.
When you grow up on the beach...you see things differently then other people.
the ocean is my home. heart. and comfort.
i will always feel safe when i stand by side the ocean.

Besties: Kaiti. Kelesa. Mark. Victoria. Dankia. Lia.