In case you haven't noticed, I've been gone for a few weeks. I hate to say that May was pretty much a fail. I realized once I got home, and summer started it was going to be harder to keep my blog up and running. At first, I thought it would be easier because I would have a lot more time to write and such. But of course, as soon as I got home, any kind of writing was the last thing that I wanted to do. Except, writing letters to friends. (which I hope will be tomorrows topic).'
Anyways. I am at home and summer as started. I am all moved into my new room (another topic for the future). After about two weeks, of staying at home and doing nothing I realized a few things...
1. I am so ready to work, its not even funny. I would rather would for 12 hours a day and make money.. then sit around doing nothing, because right now.. I am not getting anywhere in life.
2. I miss my friends from Concordia. I realize that I don't have many friends at all at home, because I choose to go to a college so far away, and only came home twice all year. At school, I am almost never alone... but now, I am alone all the time. I also learned that I have changed A LOT over the past year. There is such a fine line between college and high school it is incredible. I don't care about my high school friend's silly drama... and I guess, its just a different world.
3. I miss Nebraska. I never thought I would say this. But I miss the life style. I actually miss being surrounded by nothing. I miss the dirt roads and the fields of grass and corn. The snow. The wind. Oh My Golly Gosh, I miss the wind. Most importantly, I miss having to travel to get somewhere you want to go. Everything here is to close, that it makes the simple things (like going to Target) less special and exciting.
Oh dear! What is happening to me.
Rachel.
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